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  <title>Advent Euphoria</title>
  <subtitle>...feel the light...</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>Zack</name>
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  <updated>2007-05-06T05:41:28Z</updated>
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    <title>Growing Pains</title>
    <published>2007-05-06T05:41:28Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-06T05:41:28Z</updated>
    <category term="epiphany"/>
    <lj:music>The Fray :: How to Save a Life</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I realized tonight that I have a lot of growing up to do. I've spent this year trying my best to do just that. I've tried to make some of you proud; I've tried to make some of you believe I was adult enough to be your friend. I've let many of you down. For that I apologize.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I felt stagnant as a developing person for a long time. I realize why that was: I was pushing myself into acting a certain way that wasn't me yet. I was doing and saying things on some sort of autopilot. I typically don't do well with things unless I understand the theory behind it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Like calculus. I'll continue to do poorly in calculus unless I understand where the formulas and tricks come from. I can't regurgitate anything for long; it's never worked for me. Eventually my brain breaks down and I'll stop doing whatever it was I was regurgitating. And it'll land me in trouble. Tonight, that happened.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Instead of growing up, I regurgitated a more "adult" action. Not knowing what I did differently and backed into an old corner, I regressed and let myself get carried away; I snapped. It hurt someone I love dearly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I guess I'm writing this as an admission. I'm writing this as a mile-marker on my road of development. This is hopefully one place in my life I'll never have to look forward to see again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For those of you who cared to read, I've listed a few things I think I need to work on, in no particular order...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul style="list-style:none"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;Temper. This has been a skeleton that just won't stay buried for me. Not to offload all the blame, but my parents were just about the worst teachers a kid could have.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;Depression. I was in remission for the better part of last year. &lt;b&gt;Jen&lt;/b&gt; has helped with that immensely. But every now and then, especially when I'm all alone, it creeps back in and it gets bad.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;Attention. I have a hard time occasionally on focusing to one particular task. My mind runs a mile a minute for most of the time and slowing down enough to pay attention to any one thing gets hard.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;Memory. This goes along with my pseudo-ADD. If I'm not focused I only remember about 20% of what I should. I want to do better, but I have issues. My goal: to remember a complete conversation, from start to finish, by the end of the summer.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>perfectstar @ 2007-04-16T12:56:00</title>
    <published>2007-04-16T16:54:49Z</published>
    <updated>2007-04-16T16:54:49Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/249228"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.truefriendtest.com/friend/249228/1.gif" alt="Leaderboard" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.truefriendtest.com"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Create your own Friend Test here&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:perfectstar:101776</id>
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    <title>Frustrating day.</title>
    <published>2007-04-15T04:31:11Z</published>
    <updated>2007-04-15T04:31:11Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;If someone can wrap this:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;function userFbLink() {var d=document,f='&lt;a href="http://www.facebook.com/share"&gt;http://www.facebook.com/share&lt;/a&gt;',l=d.location,e=encodeURIComponent,p='.php?src=bm&amp;v=4&amp;i=1168764639&amp;u='+e(l.href)+'&amp;t='+e(d.title);try{if(!/^(.*\.)?facebook\.[^.]*$/.test(l.host))throw(0);share_internal_bookmarklet(p)}catch(z){a=function(){if(!window.open(f+'r'+p,'sharer','toolbar=0,status=0,resizable=0,width=626,height=436'))l.href=f+p};if(/Firefox/.test(navigator.userAgent))setTimeout(a,0);else{a()}}void(0)}&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;into this:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;document.write(&lt;i&gt;above text here&lt;/i&gt;)&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I would be VERY appreciative.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr width="25%"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today was lack-luster. I can't wait until Wednesday of finals week has come!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is a short post, not much introspection happened recently. I'll keep you posted.</content>
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    <title>For you, Firefox+Greasemonkey People...</title>
    <published>2007-04-06T06:25:07Z</published>
    <updated>2007-04-06T06:25:07Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;ol&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;li&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.getfirefox.com"&gt;Get Firefox (currently 2.0.0.3)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;li&gt;&lt;a href="https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/748"&gt;Get GreaseMonkey (currently 0.6.8.x)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;li&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.pitt.edu/~zld1/source/greasemonkey/ljsecurity.user.js"&gt;Get my script (currently 0.9)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/ol&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This script allows Firefox users to automatically post to their journals in Friends-Only security, and set default screening for comments too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To change the settings, while at your edit page (and only there), select Tools &amp;gt; Greasemonkey &amp;gt; User script commands &amp;gt; Set _____.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Any questions or suggestions: leave a comment! :-D</content>
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    <title>perfectstar @ 2007-03-26T02:38:00</title>
    <published>2007-03-26T06:38:26Z</published>
    <updated>2007-03-26T06:38:26Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;div class="roundboxTopWrap"&gt;&lt;div class="roundboxTopInt"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="roundboxContent"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;div style="padding: 15px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;div style="text-align: center; font-size: 18pt; color: rgb(69, 122, 255);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    , you're now &lt;span style="color: rgb(15, 60, 172);"&gt;logged in!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 255); padding-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 10px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your&lt;br /&gt;   homescreen to discover what we're about.&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;div style="text-align: right; font-size: 14pt;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    &lt;a href="/home"&gt;&lt;u&gt;continue to OkCupid homescreen &amp;gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="roundboxBotWrap"&gt;&lt;div class="roundboxBotInt"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;table align="center" cellpadding="20"&gt;
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     &lt;td align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      &lt;font size="5"&gt;&lt;b&gt;6 - the Questioner&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      Thanks for taking the test !&lt;br /&gt;     &lt;/td&gt;
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     &lt;td&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX (aka "The Loyalist").&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;h2&gt;"I am affectionate and skeptical"&lt;/h2&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family,&lt;br /&gt;friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved&lt;br /&gt;and timid to outspoken and confrontative. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;How to Get Along with Me &lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;Be direct and clear. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;Listen to me carefully. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;Don't judge me for my anxiety. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;Work things through with me. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;Reassure me that everything is OK between us. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;Laugh and make jokes with me. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;Gently push me toward new experiences. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;Try not to overreact to my overreacting. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;What I Like About Being a Six &lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;being committed and faithful to family and friends &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;being responsible and hardworking &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;being compassionate toward others &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;having intellect and wit &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;being a nonconformist &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;confronting danger bravely &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;being direct and assertive &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;What's Hard About Being a Six &lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence&lt;br /&gt;in myself &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Sixes as Children Often &lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and&lt;br /&gt;stubborn &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority&lt;br /&gt;and rebel &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families,&lt;br /&gt;and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Sixes as Parents &lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;worry more than most that their children will get hurt &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries &lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Renee Baron &amp; Elizabeth Wagele&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;small&gt;The Enneagram Made Easy &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Discover the 9 Types of People &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Harper&lt;a href="http://henrygrey.eu/"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You liked the test?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so &lt;b&gt;  S P R E A D  &lt;/b&gt;  I T !  tell everyone!!! (use Quick-Paste below) and&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;please don't forget to &lt;b&gt;RATE&lt;/b&gt; it...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(but remember! it had only &lt;i&gt;two&lt;/i&gt; questions!!! That surely makes it  worth a "5", right ;-)))&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you wanna know MORE?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so check out, what &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Six_%28Enneagram%29" target="_new"&gt;Wikipedia&lt;/a&gt; says about your type...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...even more you'll find in &lt;a href="http://www.google.com/search?hl=gb&amp;amp;q=Enneagram+Six&amp;amp;btnG=Google-Suche&amp;amp;meta=" target="_new"&gt;Google&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;or do you prefer to&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;table style="margin-left: 20px;" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;  &lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt; &lt;td colspan="2"&gt;&lt;font class="usertext"&gt;&lt;span class="small"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com/comments?mode=edit&amp;amp;id=9872769248634057572" target="_new"&gt;&lt;img src="http://is2.okcupid.com/graphics/submit_button_addacomment.gif" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt; &lt;/tr&gt; &lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt; &lt;br&gt; &lt;hr align="left" color="#aaeeaa" size="2" width="400"&gt; &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are not completely happy with the result?!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You chose CY&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Would you rather have chosen:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com/tests/describescore?testid=6711512663497470889&amp;amp;category=15" target="_new"&gt; AY &lt;/a&gt; (EIGHT)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com/tests/describescore?testid=6711512663497470889&amp;amp;category=11" target="_new"&gt; BY &lt;/a&gt; (FOUR)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com/tests/describescore?testid=6711512663497470889&amp;amp;category=6" target="_new"&gt; CX &lt;/a&gt; (TWO)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com/tests/describescore?testid=6711512663497470889&amp;amp;category=5" target="_new"&gt; CZ &lt;/a&gt; (ONE)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     &lt;/li&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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  &lt;td&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;span&gt;My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people &lt;i&gt;your age and gender&lt;/i&gt;:&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="4"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="middle"&gt;&lt;table bgcolor="black" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="1"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#b2cfff" height="20" width="149"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com"&gt;&lt;img src="http://is2.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" alt="free online dating" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="white" width="1"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com"&gt;&lt;img src="http://is2.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" alt="free online dating" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="middle"&gt;You scored higher than &lt;b&gt;99%&lt;/b&gt; on &lt;b&gt;ABC&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="middle"&gt;&lt;table bgcolor="black" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="1"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#b2cfff" height="20" width="149"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com"&gt;&lt;img src="http://is2.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" alt="free online dating" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="white" width="1"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com"&gt;&lt;img src="http://is2.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" alt="free online dating" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="middle"&gt;You scored higher than &lt;b&gt;99%&lt;/b&gt; on &lt;b&gt;XYZ&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table cellpadding="20"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Link: &lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=6711512663497470889"&gt;The Quick &amp; Painless ENNEAGRAM Test&lt;/a&gt; written by &lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com/profile?u=felk"&gt;felk&lt;/a&gt; on &lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com"&gt;OkCupid Free Online Dating&lt;/a&gt;, home of the &lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com/online.dating.persona.test"&gt;The Dating Persona Test&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;</content>
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    <title>When a game's not a game...</title>
    <published>2007-03-21T15:38:42Z</published>
    <updated>2007-03-21T15:38:42Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I rolled my ankle today playing HvZ. Hardcore. Now, I'm gimped for the rest of the game, if not for much long after. So here's the plan: I'm a meatsack. I'm not going to try to attack/extraneously-defend myself anymore. School and my ability to transport my sorry buttocks between classes is much more important than this game. No more stupid paranoia or long-evasive-trips home.</content>
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    <title>Schedule meme</title>
    <published>2007-03-17T07:30:04Z</published>
    <updated>2007-03-17T07:30:04Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table x:str="" width="1102" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" border="0"&gt;
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  &lt;td width="219" style="height: 12.75pt; width: 164pt;" height="17"&gt;Monday&lt;/td&gt;
  &lt;td width="224" style="width: 168pt;"&gt;Tuesday&lt;/td&gt;
  &lt;td width="219" style="width: 164pt;"&gt;Wednesday&lt;/td&gt;
  &lt;td width="224" style="width: 168pt;"&gt;Thursday&lt;/td&gt;
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  &lt;td style="height: 12.75pt;" height="17"&gt;CS1680 (12836) Team Proj. Design&lt;/td&gt;
  &lt;td&gt;Anth0780 (10223) Intro to Cult. Anth.&lt;/td&gt;
  &lt;td&gt;CS1680 (12836) Team Proj. Design&lt;/td&gt;
  &lt;td&gt;Anth0780 (10223) Intro to Cult. Anth.&lt;/td&gt;
  &lt;td&gt;CS1680 (12836) Team Proj. Design&lt;/td&gt;
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  &lt;td style="height: 12.75pt;" height="17"&gt;Hst0688 (13599) Amer. Way of War&lt;/td&gt;
  &lt;td&gt;CS1520 (11695) Formal Logic&lt;/td&gt;
  &lt;td&gt;Anth0780 (11413) Cult. Anth. Recit.&lt;/td&gt;
  &lt;td&gt;CS1520 (11695) Formal Logic&lt;/td&gt;
  &lt;td&gt;CS1520 (11694) Formal Logic Recit&lt;/td&gt;
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  &lt;td colspan="2" style="height: 12.75pt;" height="17"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;td&gt;Hst0688 (13599) Amer. Way of War&lt;/td&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;td colspan="2" style=""&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/tr&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;tr style="display: none;" height="0"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;td width="219" style="width: 164pt;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;td width="224" style="width: 168pt;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;td width="219" style="width: 164pt;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;td width="224" style="width: 168pt;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;td width="216" style="width: 162pt;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/tr&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:perfectstar:96018</id>
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    <title>Time killer</title>
    <published>2007-02-24T20:24:52Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-27T04:35:09Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your results:&lt;br&gt;&lt;b&gt;You are &lt;font size="6"&gt;Iron Man&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Iron Man&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;&lt;hr align="LEFT" noshade="NOSHADE" size="4" width="70"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt; 70%&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Green Lantern&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;&lt;hr align="LEFT" noshade="NOSHADE" size="4" width="65"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt; 65%&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Spider-Man&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;&lt;hr align="LEFT" noshade="NOSHADE" size="4" width="60"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt; 60%&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Hulk&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;&lt;hr align="LEFT" noshade="NOSHADE" size="4" width="60"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt; 60%&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;The Flash&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;&lt;hr align="LEFT" noshade="NOSHADE" size="4" width="55"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt; 55%&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Catwoman&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;&lt;hr align="LEFT" noshade="NOSHADE" size="4" width="45"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt; 45%&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Batman&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;&lt;hr align="LEFT" noshade="NOSHADE" size="4" width="45"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt; 45%&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Supergirl&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;&lt;hr align="LEFT" noshade="NOSHADE" size="4" width="40"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt; 40%&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Superman&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;&lt;hr align="LEFT" noshade="NOSHADE" size="4" width="40"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt; 40%&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Robin&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;&lt;hr align="LEFT" noshade="NOSHADE" size="4" width="35"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt; 35%&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Wonder Woman&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;&lt;hr align="LEFT" noshade="NOSHADE" size="4" width="35"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt; 35%&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;td&gt;Inventor. Businessman. Genius.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.thesuperheroquiz.com/pics/ironman.jpg"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.thesuperheroquiz.com/"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr size="6"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;div class="roundboxTopWrap"&gt;&lt;div class="roundboxTopInt"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="roundboxContent"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;div style="padding: 15px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;div style="text-align: center; font-size: 18pt; color: rgb(69, 122, 255);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    , you're now &lt;span style="color: rgb(15, 60, 172);"&gt;logged in!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 255); padding-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 10px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your&lt;br /&gt;   homescreen to discover what we're about.&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;div style="text-align: right; font-size: 14pt;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    &lt;a href="/home"&gt;&lt;u&gt;continue to OkCupid homescreen &amp;gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="roundboxBotWrap"&gt;&lt;div class="roundboxBotInt"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;table align="center" cellpadding="20"&gt;
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     &lt;td align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      &lt;font size="5"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Mr. Bennet&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      You scored 54 Idealism, 41 Nonconformity, 58 Nerdiness&lt;br /&gt;     &lt;/td&gt;
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     &lt;td&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      &lt;center&gt;&lt;i&gt;Are you on the list?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Congratulations, you're Mr. Bennet!  You are one mysterious person with mysterious motives.  Despite all the mystery, it's clear that you believe what you do is for the greater good, and you are obviously a well-educated person in your field.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Your best quality&lt;/b&gt;: Dedication to your work/organization/etc.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Your worst quality&lt;/b&gt;: Keeping too many secrets&lt;br /&gt;     &lt;/td&gt;
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     &lt;td align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      &lt;img src="http://is1.okcupid.com/users/348/108/34910810133136532/mt1171155851.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     &lt;/td&gt;
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  &lt;td&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;span&gt;My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people &lt;i&gt;your age and gender&lt;/i&gt;:&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="4"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="middle"&gt;&lt;table bgcolor="black" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="1"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#b2cfff" height="20" width="149"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com"&gt;&lt;img src="http://is3.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" alt="free online dating" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="white" width="1"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com"&gt;&lt;img src="http://is3.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" alt="free online dating" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="middle"&gt;You scored higher than &lt;b&gt;99%&lt;/b&gt; on &lt;b&gt;Idealism&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="middle"&gt;&lt;table bgcolor="black" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="1"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#b2cfff" height="20" width="149"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com"&gt;&lt;img src="http://is3.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" alt="free online dating" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="white" width="1"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com"&gt;&lt;img src="http://is3.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" alt="free online dating" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="middle"&gt;You scored higher than &lt;b&gt;99%&lt;/b&gt; on &lt;b&gt;Nonconformity&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="middle"&gt;&lt;table bgcolor="black" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="1"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#b2cfff" height="20" width="149"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com"&gt;&lt;img src="http://is3.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" alt="free online dating" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="white" width="1"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com"&gt;&lt;img src="http://is3.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" alt="free online dating" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="middle"&gt;You scored higher than &lt;b&gt;99%&lt;/b&gt; on &lt;b&gt;Nerdiness&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table cellpadding="20"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Link: &lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=4885834462883321217"&gt;The Heroes Personality Test&lt;/a&gt; written by &lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com/profile?u=freedomdegrees"&gt;freedomdegrees&lt;/a&gt; on &lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com"&gt;OkCupid&lt;/a&gt;, home of the &lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com/online.dating.persona.test"&gt;The Dating Persona Test&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr size="6"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Last, but not least: my avatar in ASCII...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;pre&gt;
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&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr size="6"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table width="350" align="center" border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#999999" align="center"&gt;&lt;font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style="color:black; font-size: 14pt;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Your Love Element Is Earth&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#CCCCCC"&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.blogthings.com/whatelementisyourlovequiz/earth.jpg" height="100" width="100"&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;font color="#000000"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In love, you have consistency and integrity.&lt;br /&gt;For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You attract others with your zest for life and experiences.&lt;br /&gt;Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life.&lt;br /&gt;You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You connect best with: Fire&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Avoid: Wood&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatelementisyourlovequiz/"&gt;What Element Is Your Love?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:xx-large;color:red;"&gt;Updated: 26 February 11:34PM&lt;/span&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:perfectstar:95701</id>
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    <title>XLI</title>
    <published>2007-02-04T18:38:56Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-04T19:31:20Z</updated>
    <category term="yasle"/>
    <lj:music>[[Superbowl theme]]</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.depauw.edu/photos/PhotoDB_Repository/2005/4/custom/colts%20helmet-192x166.gif" alt="Indianapolis Colts" /&gt; vs &lt;img src="http://www.varsityshack.com/images/nflzbchi.jpg" alt="Chicago Bears" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font style="font-size:x-large; text-decoration:underline overline;"&gt;WHO WANTS SOME?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes, ladies and gentlemen. It's that time of year again. When men forgo all their other obligations to watch the greatest game on earth: American FOOTBALL! That tried-and-true knock-down-drag-out beat-'em-up that millions of people watch and billions of dollars exchange hands for.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This year it's the Indianapolis Colts vs the Chicago Bears. Who the hell would have thought?! Certainly Vegas was sick and tired of seeing the AFC regular &lt;span style="text-decoration:underline;"&gt;Patriots&lt;/span&gt; back in the proverbial ring. Instead, &lt;b&gt;Tony Dungee&lt;/b&gt; and his AFC all-stars face &lt;b&gt;Lovie Smith&lt;/b&gt; (Kind of a gay name; don't you think?) and the best-of-the-rest NFC.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Super Tecmo Bowl has determined the winner to be none other than&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;...&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.thebbps.com/blog/2007/01/31/super-bowl-xli-winner/"&gt;&lt;span style="text-decoration:underline overline; font-size:xx-large; color:red;"&gt;The CHICAGO BEARS!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Horrid. Absolutely horrid. The NFC has swiped the Lombardi Trophy and marred it's shimmerene surface.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think it's time to watch some beer commercial re-runs now...(Oh, and don't let me forget to videotape this year's GoDaddy ad; ok?)</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:perfectstar:95445</id>
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    <title>Y.A.S.L.E.</title>
    <published>2007-01-31T20:25:23Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-31T20:25:23Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://gnu.org"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.gnu.org/graphics/badvista-trash.png" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:perfectstar:95138</id>
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    <title>perfectstar @ 2007-01-30T17:58:00</title>
    <published>2007-01-30T23:16:54Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-30T23:59:53Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;
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    &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And just for kicks: (from &lt;a href="http://www.sexualphysics.com"&gt;SexualPhysics.com&lt;/a&gt; (no lie), a quote: "Love is a matter of chemistry, sex is a matter of physics." Indeed, hilarity ensues.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A real post to come later.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:perfectstar:94839</id>
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    <title>perfectstar @ 2007-01-22T18:46:00</title>
    <published>2007-01-22T23:48:49Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-22T23:48:49Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font face="arial" size="+1"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;life&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr width="75%" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.spunwithtears.com/hudjik/2003/031209.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <title>Tagged.</title>
    <published>2007-01-02T06:57:24Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-02T06:57:24Z</updated>
    <content type="html">5 Things You Didn't Know About Me:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ol&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;li&gt;I strongly dislike the color combination of turquoise/orange. Oddly (and disappointingly) enough, those are my high school graduating class colors; thank you, Shane Finnin.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;li&gt;I have a distaste for roller coasters, bungee jumping, and hang-gliding but would love to go sky diving; and I don't know why.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;li&gt;I have well over $1000 in Lego's at home. And I have built my most recent model over this Christmas break; it comprises around 50-75 pieces and took over 28 hours to design and build.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;li&gt;I believe the swallows really do return to Capistrano, someday Sylvester will catch Tweety, Wylie will catch the Road Runner, and we will all be thankful to Jack Bauer when Armageddon comes because he will kill the son of the devil, have sex with Lady Liberty, then have a cigarette and blow smoke in Jesus' face.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;li&gt;I am Kaiser Soze.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/ol&gt;</content>
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    <title>A Little bit of Life</title>
    <published>2007-01-01T22:48:18Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-01T22:48:18Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Trading Yesterday - The Beauty and the Tragedy</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Wow, Pitt campus is &lt;b&gt;dead&lt;/b&gt; when school's not in session. It's a wonder this place doesn't turn into a ghost town! Anyway, as you might expect, I'm back at Pitt awaiting the glorious (I do mean &lt;i&gt;glorious&lt;/i&gt;) return! (B.t.w.: Caribou Coffee has good coffee &amp; free wifi. You should check it out.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Break wasn't bad, except that I didn't have internet the whole time. Talk about withdrawal syndrome, I was going nuts! On top of that, the home comp. is &lt;i&gt;again&lt;/i&gt; infected with some really nasty mofo virus. Ugh! I can't keep fixing the dang thing every time I come home. Oh well, whatever. I'm going to do it for the rest of my life if I do IT work, so I better get used to it. (However, I'll get paid to do it when it's my &lt;i&gt;job&lt;/i&gt;!)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I got the grades back: B, B, B-, C. Not the greatest, but definitely better than I thought I was gonna get in CS1550 &amp; CS1501. I could have done better if I'd have taken them separately, and/or didn't have any other classes, but I'm not going to complain! I don't have to even &lt;i&gt;think&lt;/i&gt; about those classes again!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So Wednesday begins the work-week, and I'll have more time since I'm not doing &lt;i&gt;two&lt;/i&gt; programming courses at once. I'm so friggin' thankful for that. Now all I have to get through is CalcII (again) and Stat1000 (again). Eh, I'll make it. I can't do any worse than Constantine Zelatore &amp; that witch from Stat. Wish me luck!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Happy new year, and take care,&lt;br /&gt;Zack</content>
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    <title>Thoughts at 3am.</title>
    <published>2007-01-01T22:24:06Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-01T22:24:06Z</updated>
    <content type="html">What amazing revelations you can have at 2am! Ok, so I might be a little apnea-induced drunk, but take what you can get. I decided my mental exercises needed to be carried out in conversation, even if one-sided; so, here goes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Women hold words over guys' heads. This isn't to say they literally shame us males that they're better with speaking; rather, it &lt;i&gt;is&lt;/i&gt; to say that they have a higher capacity for manipulation of language. And, they use it. It's not for one-upmanship, that's too low for civilized people. It's just a fact, I think. I think men all too often resort to violence when they can't get their way because it is a means to an end; albeit not the greatest or most civilized one, it works. Because we know we can overpower women in at leat one arena, we prefer to challenge them there. Women, in civilized society, have had the advantage of language, and the protection of chivalry. This is to say 'civilized' men will not stand for extreme, unprompted abuse of the female kind; in fact, men found culturally guilty of domestic abuse are held in less high a regard as another man who has not trespassed this politically correct boundary. This, I insist, is a necessary requirement of civilized men and should be held sacred.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I step back and consider what it is to be 'civilized' in this moment. (Feel free to skip ahead.) Says Word 2003: "Enlighten, educate, advance, develop." Society is not civilized because we are more advanced; nor are we civilized because we are more developed. We are no more 'enlightened' than Copernicus was in his time. There have been no Great Revelations, no theophanies. Instead, what we &lt;i&gt;can&lt;/i&gt; attribute our civilization (as verb) on is our education. We recognize that gender results from a flaw in the genetic makeup.  Two X’s mean a girl, one Y for a guy. The male genetic chromosome collects more genetic flaws, and consequently will therefore incur the End of Man (and the Rise of Lesbians?).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We men have been so educated that women are our equal, in rights to own property, vote, and drink and be merry. This learning has yet since been left untied to how we look at the one last grotesquery of male attitude: savagery in dispute.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The task then becomes how to overcome this, and there are several solutions. There is the ostrich principle, and we can forget our worries and our strife; or, we can insist to take another hundred or so years to develop the attitude for change in our attitudes; or, finally, we can take action now and recognize what chivalry once brought us: civility (as in “to advance”).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I collect these thoughts at 3:17AM on Wednesday, the 20th of December. I consider my thought experiment only opened, possibly ready for discussion, and definitely nowhere near the end of my contemplation. I hope to dwell more on this at a later time, but aching eyes and promises need to be kept before slumbering.</content>
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    <title>Ok, so here's the obligatory post-finals survey...</title>
    <published>2006-12-16T23:22:33Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-16T23:22:33Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Trading Yesterday - One Day</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;ol title="Finals"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;li&gt;CS1550: C&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;li&gt;CS1501: C/-&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;li&gt;Myth Symbol Ritual: B+&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;li&gt;Russian Fairy Tales: A/-/B+&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;li&gt;Philosophy: B+&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/ol&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So it's the end of Semester the Fifth, and the scores are being tallied. I'm ready to be done with both CS1501 and CS1550 for the rest of my life if I can help it. Needless to say if I get a C or above I'm NOT going to retake either of the damn classes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mom's coming tomorrow, 10:30 AM, so I gotta stay sober; otherwise I might just be piss-drunk off my rocker at this moment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Otherwise, I'm ready for the two-weeks' break; I'll get to see family and not have to be distracted worrying about all kinds of schoolwork and projects and programs (other than ones I'll want to write) every other minute I have.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I'll catch you all later, and I just might catch you while I'm at HOME!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;//Zack&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;P.S. My heart is in Philadelphia...</content>
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    <title>perfectstar @ 2006-12-11T00:45:00</title>
    <published>2006-12-11T05:45:19Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-12T17:39:38Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;table border="0" cellpadding="1" cellspacing="0" width="402"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="green" align="center"&gt;&lt;font color="white" face="Arial"&gt;Xmas Stocking&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="green"&gt;&lt;table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="400"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="white"&gt;&lt;table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="400"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;img src="http://xmas.combatcards.net/images/top.gif"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;img src="http://xmas.combatcards.net/images/4/4487.gif"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;img src="http://xmas.combatcards.net/images/bottom.gif"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="red" align="center"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="white"&gt;leave a gift for perfectstar&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="green" align="left"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="white"&gt;&lt;form method="post" action="http://xmas.combatcards.net/addgift.php"&gt;&lt;input type="hidden" name="user_uid" value="4487"&gt;your username: &lt;input type="text" name="username" maxlength="50" size="20"&gt;&lt;br&gt;your gift: &lt;input type="text" name="gift" maxlength="50" size="25"&gt; &lt;font size="1"&gt;(50 characters or less)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="green" align="center"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="white"&gt;&lt;input type="submit" value="put gift in stocking"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/form&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="red" align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://xmas.combatcards.net/createstocking.php?parent_uid=4487"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="white"&gt;get your stocking&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="red" align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.snoglondon.com" title="sponsor"&gt;&lt;img src="http://xmas.combatcards.net/images/sl.gif" border="0" alt="dating website" height="1" width="400"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I found a &lt;a href="http://www.eggheadcafe.com/articles/mb/default.asp"&gt; MB-personality test for CompSci people&lt;/a&gt;, and these are the results ;-P:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;E=8 Extraversion&lt;br /&gt;I=3 Introversion&lt;br /&gt;S=10 Sensing&lt;br /&gt;N=10 iNtuition&lt;br /&gt;T=13 Thinking&lt;br /&gt;F=6 Feeling&lt;br /&gt;J=12 Judging&lt;br /&gt;P=7 Perceiving&lt;br /&gt;You are an ENTJ&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ENTJ - Business executives, CEOs, organization founders, business administrators, managers, entrepeneurs, judges, lawyers, computer consultants, university professors, politicians, credit investigators, labor relations worker, marketing department manager, mortgage banker, systems analysts, scientists. They are born to lead and can steer the organization towards their vision, using their excellent organizing and understanding of what needs to get done.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ok, now off to bed; BIG, HUGE, GINORMOUS, EFFING test @ 6PM...wish me all kinds of F-ing luck!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="+1"&gt;EDIT: Test went ok. Now I'm on to programming for that class and studying for everything else. Also, I learned that my philo papers aren't due Thursday like I originally thought,--they were due today--so now I get to do those by tomorrow evening! Yay! Ok, enough, time to get my butt back to studying!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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    <title>Last one dredged from my archives...</title>
    <published>2006-12-10T21:47:17Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-10T21:47:17Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Thorns of the Heart&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I see you standing,&lt;br /&gt;Rain in your hair.&lt;br /&gt;I wonder why you're staring,&lt;br /&gt;Off in the midnight air.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No one to hold,&lt;br /&gt;No one to care.&lt;br /&gt;No one to see,&lt;br /&gt;The pain we share.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He cuts you so deep,&lt;br /&gt;Then you bleed on me.&lt;br /&gt;You run to my bed, my arms,&lt;br /&gt;For the lovin' you need.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But it's the same old story.&lt;br /&gt;You'll want him again.&lt;br /&gt;But soon his wound will be&lt;br /&gt;To deep for me to mend.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(c) 2005&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;To all the guys out there&lt;/b&gt;: tell your girl, this very moment, that you love her. Dry her tears, kiss her cheek, and bandage her wounds. Everyone needs to hear they're loved, that they're needed. Every little thorn you leave in your woman's heart will fester when unattended to. Love them softly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;To all the girls out there&lt;/b&gt;: tell your man you need him. You hide your wounds so well; we give you such great practice. But now is the time to do us a favor: speak up. Tell us where it hurts. Tell us the places we need to 'kiss and make better.' We love you so much we can't begin to say.</content>
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    <title>perfectstar @ 2006-12-10T16:46:00</title>
    <published>2006-12-10T21:46:09Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-10T21:46:09Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Bleed&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nothing is simple anymore&lt;br /&gt;I've made it all so damn hard&lt;br /&gt;I thought you could be the one&lt;br /&gt;You thought that I'd come undone.&lt;br /&gt;Now all I wanted was you,&lt;br /&gt;Just for you to see me.&lt;br /&gt;I thought we'd give it a try.&lt;br /&gt;You thought that I should just die.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;(Chorus)&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why won't you give us a try?&lt;br /&gt;You won't even look at me!&lt;br /&gt;You turn away when I cry,&lt;br /&gt;You'd turn away if I bleed. (on verse 1: if I bleed X2)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So now I'm lying awake&lt;br /&gt;Waiting for that phone to ring&lt;br /&gt;It seems I'm only myself&lt;br /&gt;When there's no reason to sing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;(Bridge)&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pick up the phone, because&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Chorus&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I bleed, and I bleed, and I bleed!&lt;br /&gt;You don't know, you don't care.&lt;br /&gt;But I bleed, yes I bleed, yes I bleed!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(c)2004 Zack Douglas</content>
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    <title>Poemfs from the archives...</title>
    <published>2006-12-10T21:44:24Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-10T21:44:24Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Short of Breath&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think of how it used to be;&lt;br /&gt;I'd cry and complain about everything.&lt;br /&gt;Now it seems so long ago, oh so long,&lt;br /&gt;And it stops me short of breath.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;(Chorus)&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When will I breathe again?&lt;br /&gt;When will I get out of this hole I'm in?&lt;br /&gt;Why'd you go and leave me so far behind?&lt;br /&gt;No answers to the million questions in my mind.&lt;br /&gt;So I just keep dreaming, I keep repeating, I just keep thinking...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All these images play inside my head.&lt;br /&gt;They keep going around and around again.&lt;br /&gt;It makes everything so hard, so damn hard,&lt;br /&gt;And it stops me short of breath.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Chorus&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now I'm sittin on the edge, on the cliff of sanity,&lt;br /&gt;Wondering why I'm here and you can't be.&lt;br /&gt;I wanna shout so loud it breaks the sky!&lt;br /&gt;Just tell me why... It stops me short of breath&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Chorus X2, fade&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(C)2004 Zack Douglas</content>
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    <title>From the archives...</title>
    <published>2006-12-10T21:42:17Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-10T21:52:08Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Lamentations for Fallen Heroes</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="+2"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Lamentations for Fallen Heroes&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table border="1" width="100%" cellspacing="1" cellpadding="0"&gt;
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		&lt;td colspan="3"&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;font color="#00ddFF"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;For the dearly departed...&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Friends in Low Places&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Garth Brooks&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Damn you guys were awesome...&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Brothers in Arms&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Martin O'Donnell&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;...And you were always like brothers to me&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Beautiful Child&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Fleetwood Mac&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Because it's Just True&lt;/td&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;99 Luftbaloons&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Nena&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Quirky almost as much as Steve, he loved this song&lt;/td&gt;
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		&lt;td colspan="3" align="center"&gt;&lt;font color="#00FFFF"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;For those that have left our eyes...&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Go Rest High&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Vince Gill&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;&amp;quot;Son your work on earth is done&amp;quot;&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;It's My Life&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Jon Bon Jovie&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;You guys have shown me how I want to treat everyone in this life&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
	&lt;tr&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;If the Good Die Young&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Tracy Lawrence&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Just a great camaraderie song&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
	&lt;tr&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Knockin' on Heaven's Door&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Jon Bon Jovie&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;You guys have a free pass, so just keep walking&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td height="24"&gt;Nothing Compares&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td height="24"&gt;Third Day&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td height="24"&gt;God loves you, beyond anything we can give you on earth&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Paradise City&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Guns &amp;amp; Roses&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Heaven's a great place&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Margaritaville&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Jimmy Buffet&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Paradise doesn't have to be in a dry town&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td colspan="3" align="center"&gt;&lt;font color="#00DDFF"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;For those &lt;br /&gt;		that loved them beyond compare...&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;My Immortal&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Evanescence&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;The deepest feelings imaginable&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;If You Get There Before I Do&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Collin Raye&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;We're on our way guys, just give us some time&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;You'll Be in My Heart&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Phil Collins&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Just read the title&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;You Move Me&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Garth Brooks&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;They've empowered us all&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Now That You're Gone&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Smilez &amp;amp; Southstar&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Just what do we do?&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;To Make You Feel My Love&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Garth Brooks&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;&amp;quot;There ain't nothin' that I wouldn't do&amp;quot;&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Every Breath You Take&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Sting&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Steve and Ryan are watching us, wishing us happiness&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Riding with Private Malone&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;David Ball&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Steve and Ryan are guarding us too&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;If Tomorrow Never Comes&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Garth Brooks&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Have you told someone 'I love you' today?&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;I Miss My Friend&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Darryl Worley&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;&amp;quot;I miss my friend...&amp;quot;&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td colspan="3" align="center"&gt;&lt;font color="#00DDFF"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;For those that remain as dust...&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Songs About Rain&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Gary Allen&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Selective lyrics describe just how we all feel&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;We Shall Be Free&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Garth Brooks&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;In the end, we will all be together again&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Bring Me to Life&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Evanescence&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;We will do our best never to take anything for granted&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Send the Pain Below&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Chevelle&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Just read the title&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Hold Me Now&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Creed&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;We need some help from above right now&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Meant to Live&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Switchfoot&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;The duo's legacy has only begun&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Higher&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Creed&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;I wanna go with!&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;I Can Only Imagine&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Mercy Me&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Just read the title&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Drift Away&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Uncle Kracker&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;We all need to get away&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Holes in the Floor of Heaven&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Collin Raye&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;We need to remember they're still here&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
	&lt;tr&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Help Pour Out the Rain&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Buddy Jewel&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;&amp;quot;Do you think that God could use another angel to help pour out the &lt;br /&gt;		rain&amp;quot;&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Dust in the Wind&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Kansas&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;It's what we are&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;How Can I Help You to Say Goodbye&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Patty Loveless&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Life's lessons are so hard, but needed&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Three Little Birds&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Bob Marley&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;&amp;quot;Don't worry, 'cause every little thing's gonna be alright&amp;quot;&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td&gt;Broken&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;Amy Lee / Seether&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td&gt;&amp;quot;I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well&amp;quot;&lt;/td&gt;
	&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color="#ffffff"&gt;(Revision: 1; Tracks: 36; Total time: 2h 30m)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~~ RIP Steven &amp; Ryan. You are greatly missed. ~~</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:perfectstar:90466</id>
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    <title>perfectstar @ 2006-12-10T05:57:00</title>
    <published>2006-12-10T10:57:04Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-10T10:57:04Z</updated>
    <lj:music>The Fray - How to Save a Life</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;font size="+1" color="004554"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Untitled (For a Friend)&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dear Friend, I've found a wondrous wonder&lt;br /&gt;to keep your heart from pain 'n' plunder;&lt;br /&gt;this thing be borne of my own blunders.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A mantra, this, of mine creation;&lt;br /&gt;a chant of love - and salvation;&lt;br /&gt;to be continued in every nation;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Love thyself, my farrowed friend;&lt;br /&gt;loving another before, I contend,&lt;br /&gt;is destined towards a bitter end."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This poem, verse, a mystery shrouds,&lt;br /&gt;like sun's rays behind rain clouds.&lt;br /&gt;I cannot preach, nor do announce&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a higher status myself achieved,&lt;br /&gt;no, rather, just surely now I see&lt;br /&gt;that me, before two years or three,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I had been. And now I am&lt;br /&gt;grown up, they say, but, really, can&lt;br /&gt;I repeat them and truly stand&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;up as He Who Would be Stable,&lt;br /&gt;worth his salt and truly able&lt;br /&gt;to carry out this modern fable?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A distance of great and vast dimension&lt;br /&gt;separates my new from old intentions;&lt;br /&gt;a space my hope insists is never mended.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="-1"&gt;&lt;i&gt;to j-poetry&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:perfectstar:90114</id>
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    <title>I thought...</title>
    <published>2006-12-06T00:47:48Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-06T00:47:48Z</updated>
    <content type="html">...I'd write a poem...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...but I was disappointed.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:perfectstar:89347</id>
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    <title>Seventh Inning Stretch</title>
    <published>2006-11-26T03:14:09Z</published>
    <updated>2006-11-26T03:14:09Z</updated>
    <content type="html">This is the seventh inning stretch of vacation: Saturday night. It's the last chance to party before the reality of school once again lurks around and haunts your dreams. Tonight it's become real just how close X-Mas break is, and how close we are to the end of this semester. It's crazyfast!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just think, in three weeks we will be back home. Snow will be on the ground. You will be once again subject to the tendency of overeating. And school will be a distant memory for a mere seven days.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But we're not there yet, and vacation is still on. Including tonight, which includes a whole lot of nothing. Facebook and Slashdot can only entertain so long. So now it's all about wasting time until that trip to Pittsburgh...and Philly(!).</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:perfectstar:89000</id>
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    <title>Anti-Everything</title>
    <published>2006-11-22T16:14:36Z</published>
    <updated>2006-11-22T16:14:36Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" border="0"&gt;
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    &lt;td colspan="2"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      &lt;a href="http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4897647549985392214"&gt; &lt;img alt="Anti-Everything" src="http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app=vss&amp;amp;contentid=8edd67ee47ff2469&amp;amp;offsetms=20000&amp;amp;itag=w320&amp;amp;lang=en&amp;amp;sigh=y6bUkn164XB10bbFhXHicpHZlFM" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    &lt;/td&gt;
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    &lt;td&gt; &lt;tr bgcolor="#E8E8E8"&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;font face="arial, sans-serif" size="2"&gt;&lt;a href="http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4897647549985392214" style="color:blue"&gt;"&lt;i&gt;Anti-Everything&lt;/i&gt;" on Google Video&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="http://video.google.com"&gt;&lt;img border="0" src="http://video.google.com/nara/miniLogo2.gif" align="right" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt; &lt;/td&gt;
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    &lt;td&gt;Oh my...&lt;br /&gt;                &lt;/td&gt;
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